Trying to beat the rainy day blues, by getting some pretty flowers for my apartment. What do you think? They are putting a smile on my face!
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It’s the first day of July. The temperatures in the city have oddly been around 70 the past few days, and pulling me into a confusing fluster about all the things.
I’ve been having a lot of discussions about life lately with many people and I think I’m realizing the root of so much of my anxiety and frustration with things in life and now is the time to change. I just want to accept and embrace everything. It’s been a summer of relearning to breath slowly for me.
I love my life so much. The good parts, struggles, there are ups and downs and I’m finding such purpose in my studies…. to be the person I’ve always wanted to become. ;-)
I’m not sure if this translates well (it’s almost like my personal notes!) , but if anyone is else feels this way, I wanted to share a few things that helped me to remain calm and be more at peace, as I’ve been struggled the past couple of months trying to juggle everything:
1. Sunshine. It cures everything. I’ve been loving taking walks and I love how slow it feels, the brightness, feels so right & special.
2. Saying no. This is something I’ve struggled throughout my past. But it’s such a relief when you don’t have to stress yourself, and how I can live without extra projects or trying to please everyone.
3. Breathing slowly.
Now I’m going to make a blueberry toast. The jam is from Kanagawa and eating something that was made near by makes me pretty happy.
Have a good week, you guys!
I am really happy and filled with so much gratitude & relief.
I was thrilled to discover that we’ve *almost* hit the campaign goal and that you are enjoying what I do on here. Yeah! It really means a lot to me ✨
So… thank you so much from all of my heart, and I am going to keep this place as a soothing corner of the internet 😇
Hey guys❤️
Hope you’ve enjoyed my content this month? I didn’t do a boy/girl, so I’m a little short for rent and school … 😞
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I had never thought so much about food and nutrition before. Taking notes of what I eat has prompted me to think more about what goes into my body, since I want to keep looking the absolute best for you (of course 💕) and for my overall health. So nowadays, I’m really trying to make sure I get enough veggies in my body. Keeping this goal in mind, I will try to make a green smoothie at least twice a week 🙋🏻♀️🧃
The weekend was a whirlwind of positivity and it’s been fun to dip into some of the warm and wet weather outfits
(it’s a rain season here — but it’s been a mix of sunny & rainy. How strange!🤷🏻♀️)
You know I love my dresses… but by the end of June, I’m definitely ready to up my summer game with my cool sunglasses😎
Anyone else experiencing insane humidity? In Tokyo where I am, it’s been so. Very humid. It feels like we could stick a needle into the clouds and it can just start raining instantly.
I’ve been mostly living in these machine washable summer dresses (or just some lingerie on) so that I can stay cool in comfort.
Woke up early, slathered on sunscreen, and put on a cute dress for the rest of the day of online classes!
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Japan is still under the emergency declaration, and I feel that my e-learning is going to last at least all summer… 💻 😐
and it’s actually driving my mood into corner. I mean… It has been a lot since last year. I’m finding myself struggling mentally.
I also want to put the disclaimer out there that I am not trying to throw myself a pity party or anything. I know that there are plenty of people who had it, way way worse.
One huge thing I realized last year was that I reevaluated my relationship with the internet and it has been a life saver. It’s been such a blessing to share my story here on OnlyFans and have kind people who support me💕💕 so thank you so much all for sticking with me and being by my side 🥰🥰
It doesn’t have to be crazy arrangements but I wish to have some flowers around all the time!! I actually have a small collection of vases and pitchers I rotate through depending on the flowers and my mood 🌺