June surprise I changed my hair π€ͺ I'm a Hitchcock blonde, minus the Hitch π we're watching Psycho after Blue Velvet, call me miss double feature π€
omg.....a campaign for my water damaged laptop with my actually most naughty XXX videos ever π₯Ίππ
iβm ready to make new stuff in june once i resurrect my laptop, this campaign is the last in the series of my past sex tapes. i think i saved the best for last. hopefully youβll agree π€ππ
*25 = goth girl sex tape π€see me succing and fuccing and switching positions a lot, getting fucked from every angle - vertical and horizontal format videos around ~8 mins
44 = goth girl sex tape + unreleased videos from my succubussy sex tape, fucking a big green monster dildo front and back in slow motion and in regular π₯΅ the OG succubussy tape is kind of iconic and i have a lot of leftover material from it around ~15 mins
77 = my first and only !! triple !! penetration !! video π π π πas a dark elf princessπ omf this really be my emergency sex tape and itβs probably the dirtiest thing i ever filmed - filling all my holes!!!! itβs two videos - i build up to stuff my holes with three dildos, i can't believe i even made that happen!! this was some nasty elf princess sex, i even read some of Karl Marx kapital while i'm riding π₯΅~16 minutes
95 = you get all of the above!!!
contributions over 100$ will also receive a special video!* π³
PS. since itβs memorial day.... anyone who contributes today will get pictures of me at the beach reading Sylvia Plath with no bra no panties on under my innocent looking sundress π π₯΅ and iβll confess to you a really embarrassing story that happened today π
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my computer was water damaged nearly a month ago - there was a fire in my kitchen and a table was set ablaze (only minor damage, iβm fine, everything is fine except i doused my laptop right after and didnβt notice till later) and long story short after failed self repair attempts i took it to multiple places, each quoted me 1300-1500 range, for that i might as well get a new laptop except this was a brand new 2020 macbook pro π my data is *mostly* backed up, i lost a huge chunk of content but i still have a lot (like these!) backed up on hard drives. however all my editing software was on it so i was without a working computer for almost a month and couldn't even work properly or make/edit new content - my May consisted of just phone pics and unreleased sex tapes from the past. thank you endlessly for supporting me through this btw.
the place i took my computer to is fixing it for 1000 and idk about making my goal 1000 if that would actually reach. even 500 would be really fucking helpful and it's is the biggest goal iβve made on here... iβm a little nervous about it, if it flops iβll try something else. if by the lordβs miraculous grace it somehow exceeds, i will post a brand new sex tape straight up on my feed as a thank you to everyone, for your viewing pleasure π
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thank you so much this would really help me get started on making + editing new content asapβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
computer repairs for me + filthy ethical porn for you = deal? β€οΈπ₯Ί
May photo post π³ π damn this month really has been so exceptionally weird. i know photo sets are usually preferred to random compilations like this and i should break it up into several posts but iβm like π΅ any of you also have time periods where youβre really impacted by depression and dissociation? iβve been having a hard time focusing and staying present and staying organized. like idk how to even explain it, itβs like iβm there but not there at all. π¦ experiencing art i enjoy has helped me process this a little bit, and consuming art but not making it has been therapeutic for me, if that makes sense. idk if anything iβm saying makes sense or itβs all just solipsistic nonsense π₯΄
wanted to ask, while iβm in this halfway inspiration / alienation point, what would yβall think of me doing more content about the kind of art and books and concepts and stuff i like that inspires me and kinda deconstruct my process? i would still post nudes of course lol but iβd include posts with a more consciously art related vibe (i mean i kind of already do that lol but i would want to make it more streamlined, clear, and hopefully interesting) π π‘ thank u
first of all i will take any excuse to show you my tarantitties and tarantussy lmao π long post! β οΈβΌοΈ
i already posted this on reddit but i delete my posts on there all the time and iβm inspired to expand on it here. something that has been helping me recently with depression and derealization is being consciously present while watching/listening to/consuming media and art i really like. i got gifted a Tarantino book (this poster was a gift as well πβ€οΈ) iβve been reading thru it recently itβs like interviews and retrospective and an insight into his creative process. i know he has a lot of haters too but i love that he introduces a lot of obscure film stuff into the mainstream, itβs quite a featπ¦Ά
itβs inspiring to me cause iβve always wanted to be a filmmaker (i guess in a way i am, i make my sex tapes as cinematic as possible lol and i have made experimental films that i want to expand on in the future that are still pretty horny but not like pornographic) and whenever i wanna give up iβm like some of my fave artists like him and david lynch etc didnβt make their first works until they were older, so itβs okay for me to take time off and not burn out. itβs not a competition and everyone has their own path - capitalism however pits us against each other and that is so wrong. QT and lynch both talk a lot about burnout too, and how their films conceal personal themes but within genre, and i find that v important. the toxic grind culture can suck my whole ass. i just wanna make good shit and be inspired by cool shit.
iβve always wanted to do the crazy unhinged shit that no one else wants to do, but make it sexy. iβve had the realization recently that a lot of my idols are male (QT, lynch, carl jung, tim leary, terence mckenna etc) and iβve always wanted to fill a female role in these very masculine visionary fields. i donβt need or even want to be hugely popular but i do want to compile an archive of my multidisciplinary work in a way thatβs cohesive like those of my idols, and use my energy to build, not destroy. suffering and agony are inevitable but i try as much as i can to transmute it into joy, or at least into a form of art. iβve been thinking about how my OF fits into this too, itβs an amazing platform for me to get my sexual and creative energies out in an uncensored way, and ultimately in time when iβm less burned out and more capable, i want to make something beyond that, thatβs influenced by my experience - not overtly but in a more subtle symbolic way, like combining my love of sexual content and conceptual/experimental art. because my branding or whatever is more weird and unhinged than most, it attracts a simpatico vibe of people who are also kind of horny and nerdy like me. iβve been lucky that my subscribers are very respectful and i can have cool and genuine conversations, but sometimes i worry that if i slack on the nudity iβll lose my personal appeal. i hope that the enjoyers of my xxx content will also in time be enjoyers of my art on the whole spectrum.
anyway .... tarantitties!!!
thank you if youβve read thru this whole essay. i try as much as possible to have balance on my OF: on one hand this is my personal page and like a diary to me that i let strangers peek into; on the other hand i also provide a service for you so i donβt want to be to annoying about oversharing. i suppose those who donβt like it can always unsubscribe, iβve seen a bit of a decline in subscribers this past month and iβve been trying to not let it affect me; at the end of the day tho iβm happy with my experience here and with the quality of my work, i would rather have tegridy π² than popularity any day. when iβm in a more capable place mentally iβll hustle more and make more content to make up for it; success and failure are cyclical, they ebb and flow. at the moment iβve been slowing down a bit to focus on my mental health so thank you those of you who get it and still support me; iβm touched πππ
there was a full moon last night - a unique BloodFlower Super Moon Eclipse π πΉ π πΈ so this post is for my dear ass enjoyers, hello. taking a break from existentially watching the world crumble into oblivion to post some ass on the timeline
anyone else just have so much trouble getting shit done on monday? or every day that ends in βyβ lol oh man i make this joke all the time but itβs especially true recently π plz motivate me i need to do my own groceries iβm a naughty filthy procrastinating girl βοΈπ also since yesterday reached the goal (thank you!) i shall post a full nude - my biggest nightmare is that youβll think i look gross naked and my own self image goes up and down but iβm feeling these, hi hello π¬π
i really loved doing this and iβm thankful to have worked with a cool team, it was like a 13hour shoot and exhausting but so worth it!! π itβs cool to collaborate with other artists cause everyone has a particular role or just a few; usually in my art practice i take on more than i can handle and do *everything* on a project cause iβm a psychopath. this time i have no control over what the end product will look like, and i love that cause it takes the pressure off - i just built the set and got my makeup done and vibed out as a cherubic entity πΌπ»
this was so fun and such a fantasy - it was like marie antoinette on crack and iβm soo amped to see the final results! the shell was a wishlist gift from someone here and iβm like π yβall really help me π₯ΊπΉπ§ the metallic fabrics and shit is stuff i have in storage that iβve used for other projects when i do set dressing. iβm not usually *in* something that i do production for, so that was both cool and weird. iβm used to taking my own pics and having all the control over my image, so i definitely was kinda nervous with that - itβs so different being photographed by others, i donβt really like it most of the time. i can make myself look good but i never believe that i can look beautiful in the eyes of others. itβs so strange being photographed and perceived. it felt good to make art with an intention again tho. honestly i havenβt been motivated to make any large projects cause of depression, but iβve been working on things on my own just in private... nothing cohesive that i wanna show publicly ..... yet π πΌπ»
anyway, hereβs me in the set. my introvert ass is very tired after being social (iβve started seeing my friends a little bit more since weβre vaxxxxed π) this was so glam tho, a little bit of glam to offset the porn π₯
Blade Runner content was requested so here it is, one of my fave shoots and one of my fave movies π€ a lot of pics in here and i have so many more π₯΅ if thereβs any requests for content you have, custom videos or something i should post to the timeline, let me know and iβll do my best to make it happen π€
itβs the birthday of hentai and crack!!!! iβm π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί this concept album basically started my entire only fans, and itβs expanded into this whole art/porn/horny adventure... i feel so lucky and so liberated to share my body and my mind with you here. watched it this morning and got super nostalgic, i canβt believe itβs been a year. thank you for being on this horny journey with me and thanks for being attracted to me lol i hardly feel sexy irl so i appreciate the cyber love π https://onlyfans.com/23563246/nastyavalentine
aaaaahhhh i got my camera!!!!! ππ₯Ίπ from this post (https://onlyfans.com/143944118/nastyavalentine) and iβm so so so obsessed!!! canβt wait to scan ur customized pics and even send some of them π₯Ίπ πΈ (these are mine lol, unless someone wants to put a bid in) but wow i am just over the moon!! itβs so euphoric to do new creative things. iβm in a really good mood today, thanks so much for helping me get this camera i love it! π₯°π
scientific fact: girls who use the βπ₯Ίβ / βπβ emoji have a 110% chance of wanting to be chokeslammed, gagged, and restrained. type in βplease sirβ and see what emoji comes up... that trips me out, like damn Apple okay!!
good morning! nothing like seeing me gagged and ch0king on a monday morning, am i right lol? i thought i lost a bunch of my videos while i was having technical issues last week and i was kicking myself for it, but i found this and it completely fits my vibe of wanting to be punished!! where is my dom to hold me by the neck? π₯Ί a few stills + a short video for you, and if you wanna see the full thing leave me a tip π€ might even send you a little extra surprise
booty pics this fine sunday π πβ‘οΈ all itβs missing is a pikachu butt plug (itβs on the way!! already shipped)
question for yβall: do you enjoy the emo posts/rants about my life, getting to know many real parts of me, or should i just post nudes with no context?
hope you have a relaxing weekend! πππ‘π¦ i did a poll a while back curious to see what type of video you wanted to see next, and i think the most votes were for the bath video! so here it is full length xx π love my new bathtub, i had a lovely bath π¦πΈ
how .... strange .... the covid vaccine side effects ... seem to have made my boobs ... so deliciously horny π³ π π₯΅ ... the side effects Big Pharma doesnβt want you to know about π€« π
tgif tiddys π iβm feeling better today woohoo! on and off symptoms still but muuuch better than yesterday, i actually feel like a person and took a shower for the first time in like three days lol plz donβt judge π πΈhappy to share my healthy immunized knockers with you!