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Sweaty after late night training... Come taste

Sweaty after late night training... Come taste

I finally found it. The perfect angle. You're I'm front of m..

I finally found it. The perfect angle. You're I'm front of me, bent over, hips up, maybe your head up at me, and I am standing over you, pushing down, using you, fucking, stroking, using you as a hole. Watch me convulse when I cum.

And come see the cum everywhere, smeared with my fingers when I'm done. 

You've never seen me cum like this. Listen while I talk dirty to you, moan, and groan, and cum shaking.

So this got uploaded as a 30 minute slow motion video - it's..

So this got uploaded as a 30 minute slow motion video - it's gorgeous but maybe not that you wanted. Now here's your chance for the last few minutes - the hottest part of a GORGEOUS cock sucking. You know you want to see it 😇

Good evening and I hope you're ready for the show

Good evening and I hope you're ready for the show

New favorite position unlocked. I'm on all fours, having my ..

New favorite position unlocked. I'm on all fours, having my cock hang and hands - my hands, your hands, maybe something else entirely - stroke and milk my cock onto (into?) whatever is below. In this video, the main focus is on my face. My hands, my posture, dropping, tensing, growing and coming, weakening, and then you see the cum pour out from under me. Maybe you can imagine it's you - your body, your mouth, your back, your open self. I'm excited for more like this
I wish you could feel this thing, hard, hanging under me.

I feel like you'd like to spend the evening with me

I feel like you'd like to spend the evening with me

I vote this as the male counterpart to the girl's sundresses..

I vote this as the male counterpart to the girl's sundresses.

TOO TIGHT. I tried to get a new prostate stimulator because ..

TOO TIGHT. I tried to get a new prostate stimulator because I'm really excited to explore that. Even got two new special kinds of lube. But it's so tight! So watch me play, push, squirt, using toys and finally hands to stimulate and ultimately just... release.. the old fashioned way 😊

Ready for what's next?

Ready for what's next?

I've been traveling the last week(s?) - now I'm back, hittin..

I've been traveling the last week(s?) - now I'm back, hitting the gym, seeing my partner, and any customs requested will be done in the next few days 😉 feel free to ask if you have any of your own ideas or desires.
Love you all - really love hearing from each of you.

Beautiful sunlit morning solo cumshot

Beautiful sunlit morning solo cumshot

Our pleasures are intertwined, so I want to involve you in t..

Our pleasures are intertwined, so I want to involve you in this.
Now, I don't have much experience with anal pleasure. I got the plugs recently - and from large to small, they just felt like....a thing stuck up there?
The closest I've ever come to a prostate orgasm was honestly with drumroll please the handle of a lint roller. Damn did that thing clean up good. But it was still hard.
I looked and I looked, and from what I can tell the best way for me to have prostate orgasm is either a nicer lint roller or one of these Aneros Helix Syn things. I had one, it was good and promising, but it got lost too soon in a move between countries.
So I want to ask for two things:
1. Advice. What should I try for a prostate orgasm? I want one and I'll film it for you to. And it seems just a big buttplug isn't gonna get us there.
2. Do you want to support me on this venture? I had a regular Andris - I want to get another, my long lost love, but also maybe this time the vibrating version. Anything to get the job done. If you buy it for me, I promise I'll send you quite a bit of content with it 🫢

I wanted to try something different. I think it's beautiful ..

I wanted to try something different. I think it's beautiful to recline on a soft, beautiful divan and stroke yourself, letting your own fecundity cover your own chest or floor down between your legs. In this video, I wanted to try different kinds of things out—legs spread, bent forward, with an intimate toy inside, pushing my limits and seeing what feels good. It’s the perfect mix of vulnerability and control, exploring authentic male pleasure from a real, raw angle. This is what I look like if I'm fucking you. It also might be something like what it'd be like if you fucked me. Either way you look at it, my muscular body is at the center - stiff arms, stable thighs, a muscular back leaning over my cock - the place you could be. It's a human video too. I shake, take a break, cum, readjust, cum again, etc.
Honestly this is beautiful to look at.

Come play?

Come play?

If you've been on the cusp about my solo anal exploration, I..

If you've been on the cusp about my solo anal exploration, I'll make you an offer this weekend. Both videos - together only for a short discount.
I'm not a sales person. I hate writing promotions, fake sounding promos - I try to use my real voice because it's my unique strength and joy. Really talking to people.

These two videos show a real, personal journey—going from nervous curiosity to a more open, hands-on experience. Watching them back to back makes the shift even clearer: the first is all hesitation and toe-dipping, while the second feels braver, more about actually feeling and letting go. It’s not just about trying new things, but about breaking down walls and getting comfortable with pleasure in a way that most guys never talk about.

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Individually the vids are over $17
Just for this weekend they'll be $14.50

Lot more to come soon. Already in the works.

Last time, I wrote about how scary it was to approach penetr..

Last time, I wrote about how scary it was to approach penetration as a (maybe? we're still in therapy) straight guy. That first step—the moment of relaxing, of allowing something in—was like stepping off a ledge. Not because it hurt (though it did stretch), but because of what it meant. About my body. About control. About the way we—especially men—are taught to think about pleasure.

This time, I wanted to go deeper, both physically and mentally. No more just fingers or the occasional experiment in the shower. I got real toys. Not the terrifying ones people joke about, but ones made for actual human use. Silky, curved, weighted in ways I didn’t expect.

The first few minutes? Still nerve-wracking. I’m still learning to let go.v Honestly, still hurt. Still learning that being opened isn’t about “giving up” anything, but about receiving something new. There was a moment, halfway through, when I felt something shift—not just inside, but in my head. A kind of quiet permission to feel good, even if it was unfamiliar.

There’s a world here I don’t fully understand yet. And yeah, I still keep my voice down when I write this because my flatmate’s in the next room, and there’s something almost too raw about admitting it out loud. But I also don’t want to shut myself down anymore. In fact if you watch.... I tried to be heard and express myself.

Maybe next time, I’ll find that prostate I keep hearing about. Maybe you can help. Maybe you can put you hand over my mouth

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Length 8+ mins

What a difference a few layers and a bit of intimacy can mak..

What a difference a few layers and a bit of intimacy can make

As a (so far! we're in therapy) straight male, anal virginit..

As a (so far! we're in therapy) straight male, anal virginity is... You know... A pretty scared thing. I've never been fucked, or pegged. The only thing is I've played around in the shower when fingers, handles, but always with trepidation.

This is the first time I wanted to try straight up penetration. A well oiled, full sized lint-roller handle. I felt I was going to burst. One day I want to learn prostate play.

But first we have to feel the sensation of being loosened up.

Maybe some of you can help?

Honestly, I promised I'd never share this, but maybe someone..

Honestly, I promised I'd never share this, but maybe someone else needs to see it too. From this angle, I thought I looked fat, soft, weak. But this is what I look like when I let go, when I let myself be loved exactly as I am.

She touches me like none of that matters, like my body isn't something to critique but something to experience. Her fingers trace my chest, my arms, my stomach-not avoiding the softness, but embracing it. Watching this back, I see what she sees: not flaws, not a body to fix, but a body that is wanted.

This isn't for an audience. This is me being soft. But I'm willing to share. It's a longer video - almost 30 minutes! - but I hope you can enjoy find the beauty in it. The softer side of me.

I keep getting banned from subreddits. What other social med..

I keep getting banned from subreddits. What other social media do you use to look for hot content? Anywhere else you'd recommend I advertise?

Pass me on the street - you'd never guess a things 😉

Pass me on the street - you'd never guess a things 😉

NEW SOLO - this one set a new benchmark for really feeling m..

NEW SOLO - this one set a new benchmark for really feeling myself 🙏 With a full and creamy cumshot. Don't miss out 😘 Total video length: 11:36

I can feel my cock growing under my grey sweatpants. As I peel away the fabric, more of me is revealed, warm and alive and I oil it up. Each stroke of my cock, even over my clothes sends a slow, rippling pleasure through me, forcing me to pause, to breathe, to savor.

I feel like I'm in a trance. I press into the tension - my cock, my balls, down to my ass, feeling it yield beneath my grip, a quiet surrender.
I have to go slow- too much at once, and I might lose myself in the sensation. I need self control. In this moment, I am both giver and receiver, fully in control, yet undone by the pleasure of my own presence.

When it is done, I milk it. Over and over, squeezing. I even rub it into my chest hair, a kind of reward, honoring myself. There's a lot of cum to go around.

I sink into the couch, my body stretching out, muscles defin..

I sink into the couch, my body stretching out, muscles defined and solid beneath my skin. Her touch is slow, deliberate, almost worshipful, sending a deep warmth through me. I exhale, my chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm, completely at ease under her care. Her touch, her mouth on my cock, makes me feel powerful yet utterly relaxed—like I’m exactly where I’m meant to be.

I can't help it. I take her, fuck her, and then take her mouth in my hand and empty my load deep in her throat.

I sink into the couch, my body stretching out, muscles defin..

I sink into the couch, my body stretching out, muscles defined and solid beneath my skin. Her touch is slow, deliberate, almost worshipful, sending a deep warmth through me. I exhale, my chest rising and falling in a steady rhythm, completely at ease under her care. Her touch, her mouth on my cock, makes me feel powerful yet utterly relaxed—like I’m exactly where I’m meant to be.
I can't help it. I take her, fuck her, and then take her mouth in my hand and empty my load deep in her throat

New solos coming soon - and some B/G too for measure. Get re..

New solos coming soon - and some B/G too for measure. Get ready, and tell your friends 😘

New hair cut. Miss me?

New hair cut. Miss me?

It's been a while since I came, so this was really intense. ..

It's been a while since I came, so this was really intense. I came few times during my shower, and then one big load at the end.

Happy days

Happy days

I have the pleasure to share with you one of the most beauti..

I have the pleasure to share with you one of the most beautiful blowjobs I've ever experienced.

New room to play in - come get clean with me

New room to play in - come get clean with me