




Throwback photos! These are from 2015, shot by Lachlan Please. And that was a natural tan! I think I looked cute as fuck, but at the time I was just trying to “fit in” with other models. I knew I looked “best” with blonde hair and tan skin, as thin as my body will let me be. Then at some point I started prioritising the way I look over what’s seen as conventionally attractive. And I became so much happier. I stopped comparing myself to other blonde models because I was no longer a blonde model. And now I look like… the me you probably joined this site for. I wear a lot of black and have a lot of tattoos and I’m not so thin any more. And of course, I’m also six years older. I felt like a weirdo wearing a “hot girl” mask back then, and now I feel like I look a lot more like myself.