I'm so sorry to everyone who has DMd me recently and hasn't ..
Added 2020-05-30 13:58:23 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to everyone who has DMd me recently and hasn't had a response yet. I have had the issues with a nasty sinus infection and daily migraines which I managed to work through and those have improved thankfully with a long course of antibiotics. However my nan who has spent a while in hospital had contracted covid in there, and it seemed she was coping with it as well as could be expected. In the last few days she deteriorated and is now on end of life care. She was in distress during a call I was able to make (the staff have been amazing at allowing one relative, my mum, in and helping as many of the family be as in touch as possible) and it was harrowing tbh, at least she is now comfortable. It is very hard being away from family during this time and I am basically waiting for a phone call now to say that she has passed. I won't be posting anything publicly about this until after that time so everyone who knows my nan has been informed, but felt you all should know why I am falling a little short of expectations of late. Please forgive me for this post not being a positive one, this is really hard and I am struggling to even write this. I feel so bad for even posting this. I have been trying to at least keep posts daily and I will do my best to uphold that. Please bear with me I am so sorry for not coping with this as well as I probably could or should. I will get back to everyone as soon as I can which will be very soon. Love to you all and please stay safe out there xxx
