Wow! I’m feeling very cared for right now thanks to some of you who sent presents from my Amazon wishlist. Tonight I’m going to do an unboxing livestream at 9pm CST!
It occurs to me that I never told the story about the recent “conscious play party” I went to with “D” the the dishwasher repairman, so that’s also on the agenda. Don’t miss it!
I’m just lying here with a cool rag over my chest, already feeling a lot better and getting pretty damn excited y’all!
How curious are you?? *The person who tips the most on this post will get first PPV access to the big reveal photo set!*
Recovery has been not only a physical adventure but an emotional one! Today I’m feeling very grateful for many things, but mostly my friendships, the ability to communicate, and my tough body that has done some real badass shit over the course of my life and seems to be hanging in there. 🙏
Yesterday was my surgery and I’ve been in bed all day, super sore, and working on healing. I just want the world to bring me soup, flowers and presents.
If you’re the sugar daddy type or get off on nurturing, you might want to check out my wishlist!
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/10DXJA6T6AG3Q?ref_=wl_share
The week flew by and I scarcely feel ready for tomorrow’s transformation! I am not sure how recovery will go, so I may go dark on here for a bit. When I’m down for the count I love to watch that show Medium with Patricia Arquette, don’t ask me why. What’s your go-to healing tv show?
Wish me luck!!! 😅
My recent addiction to live music and dancing has been a much more exciting way to get exercise than going to the gym. I’ve notice that since I started, I have more energy, a brighter attitude, and I find myself moving to any music I hear, anywhere!
Meeting people while out dancing is also more entertaining than endlessly swiping and creating pathetic penpal relationships that go nowhere on dating apps. In a three minute song, I can pick up on whether there might be chemistry between us and a pretty good idea of how well they know how to use their body. The right fit can feel like skipping straight to foreplay on the dance floor.
If you compare that to the time it takes to match on an app, chat long enough to exchange phone numbers, text, set up a date, finally go out (if you *even* make it that far) and make small talk for an hour, it's a marvelous life hack!
I have some pretty BIG news… can you guess?
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Next week I’ll be doing some self-sculpting and getting breast implants. It’s not for everyone, but personally I like a little extra flare! 🪩🪩 Also, you might be able to tell from my tattoos that I’m not opposed to body modification. Natural schmatural! 👽💃
While I’m healing, I will have to get a little more creative with my content here until the
BIG REVEAL 👀. What’s a part of the body you feel doesn’t get enough credit for being sexy? 🙌🏻
I’ve actually been getting some shit from people I have only known since I’ve been a chainsaw carver (the past 11 years) who tell me that they liked my more masculine presenting look (ie work clothes) that they have gotten used to, and have even suggested I’m not acting like myself right now since I’ve been wearing dresses on Facebook. It’s funny to me that people think they understand who you are because of the photos you’ve happened to post for the relatively short amount of time you might have known them, and only for one aspect of your life. I was a workaholic for a long time and rarely appeared in anything except paint shirts, steel toed boots and chainsaw chaps. Clothing can really express how we want to be perceived by others, without question. But people are multifaceted and if you’re fortunate enough to have the closet space, you can reflect that internal flexibility through fashion. This lemon skirt makes me feel fresh, classy, feminine, optimistic and it’s a nice length for dancing. 🍋 💃
I am a chainsaw carver, but I’m a bunch of things and will probably continue to collect even more interests, hobbies, gigs, businesses and side hustles in the future. I appreciate that some folks love the work-clothes look, but please understand I do sometimes clean up and go honkytonking. 💋
Stomping in kinda late tonight pretty wound up from two steppin’!👢🤠
I had a real good time dancing with several men and one super gorgeous red-headed woman I very much hope I run into again. It’s SO much fun moving with others’ bodies in unison to the music and physically *listening* to each other.
When I got home and took off my clothes I realized just how good dancing was feeling and how excited it got me! My black lace panties are a juicy mess. 💦
Is it weird that I really want to show you?
I just found this photo from my birthday in April which I have almost no memory of, so it must have been a good party. Based on the photographic evidence, @eladarling offered herself as a present 🎁 or maybe she was the cake. 🎂
NSFW / KINKY
I've discovered over the years that my erotic interests are much like the rest of my interests; varied and ever expanding! My joy is rooted in having plenty of variety, and possibly having just a little MORE than I need. And when I want more excitement, more sensation, and more creativity in the bedroom, I connect with the kink community.
One person I can always count on to introduce me to something thrilling is @la_convoitise_des_yeux (on Onlyfans) who, in addition to tattooing and shibari, is also a genius fabricator of erotic accessories. The last time I stepped into his darkly beautiful dungeon was no exception. Here's a photo set from our collaborative adventure.
He deftly wove his shibari rope around my body until I was helplessly bound to his chair, with one leg in the air tied to a hook in the ceiling. Then, let's just say he gave me product demonstrations of several of his hand-made play tools. He has a delightfully dirty mind and his creations are absolutely meticulous and inspired. You can browse his selection and order custom designs at instagram.com/loiseau_noir_bespoke.
(Trigger Notification - although there are photos in this set where I am posing with play accessories, there are NO impact moments in the attached videos and are, in that sense, pretty safe to view.)
I came across this vintage sofa wrapped in protective plastic at a bar downtown, which makes sense for a bar or any public place with the potential for drinks spilling… but the fun ideas it gave me for other applications kept me privately entertained for a while as I sat there, waiting for my friend.
Hey y’all! I’m starting to emerge from my cocoon again and wanted to say thanks for all the sweet messages and lovely tips you’ve been sending me. It’s nice to feel taken care of now and then and the community here has some real good eggs in it.
I’m feeling drawn to music lately and have been catching a lot of live country music shows this summer. I’ve also been taking music lessons, dance lessons and listening on repeat. 🥰
Dancing is alluring because it’s a great way to meeet people and discover if there’s some chemistry even before you have a conversation. It’s body language and I think a very pure form of expression, especially up close. I danced with two people tonight - one inside and then a bouncer on the sidewalk of another place nearby. I must admit I get a bit of a thrill getting up close and personal with some friendly strangers. Who can relate?
Do me a favor… if you haven’t been invited yet but think you should be in the inner circle ⭕️ because you’ve spent more than $100 on my page, send me a DM please! I want to hear from you.
OF makes creating special groups difficult and it keeps crashing before I can add everyone. 😖
After the live stream in the stock tank pool, @taylorwould and I worked together to make all your *WET* T-SHIRT *DREAMS* come true!
Here’s a sizeable set of compelling photos, boomerangs and slow motion videos of all the fun I had that night. I know you will like this set!
If you can’t get enough of @taylorwould, go follow her to see her set of photos and videos and how much she ended up enjoying herself that night too!
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