Teamwork Funday.
Pulling up my panties full of pride as we just finished 2000 pieces puzzle with minha amiga @adorable_alice *( yes. that girl with most awesome ass... like honestly. :D I keep on watching her anytime she walks in from of me π€)*
Love, kisses and softness to you :)
wanna express **big BIG thank you for all your lovely words and tips** you ever sent to me. really π³π«Άβ€οΈπ³β₯οΈ. positive feedback means a lot to me. thus i decided to start a new habit and **from now on i will send you some** ***surprise πππ into your inbox with every tip*** **which will land on any post or message in any given time.**
also just engaging with posts helps me a lot to know what you enjoy and navigates me what to create :)) :3
One more time: thank you for being with me :))
Much Love,
Beee
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*PS: if you have something specific you like to receive - dont hesitate to write me ;) otherwise it gonna be pure surprise :D*
*PSS. I did not have so much fun with mirror for very long time :DD this gif really made me cry out of laughter. lol π€£*
hello there!
i went to festival with my friends. and oh god. finally! after many years i saw Nick Cave and Arctic Monkeys playing live. so so satisfying!... but except that i also got that night kidna*ped by alien monkeys and got foodpoisoning :D this is how I returned back home at night. and following up day spent whole morning in bathroom too because I accidentally ate way too much of laxatives... upsie...
curious to know how your party nights look like :DD I love to listen to stories π€
Had over friends for dinner. Two couples... Made me feel bit lonely π³ longing for cuddles. Mmm... Wubba duba dab dab, Single people club :D
Wishing you good night with my fluffy friend π½π₯±
Bom dia! and enjoy my cosmic split on carpet in carpet shop yesterday :DD (testing product quality, you know :D)
I had to take small break from all technology after my ayahuas*a weekend retreat. There was so much to process and integrate (and still is) and land back into my body which got super sensitive to everything. Fortunately in good way.π
So thank you for being with me β€οΈ hope you had awesome weekend full of deserved rest and nourishing connections. And tommorow I gonna post here something more spicy than dirty Cosmic Force hoodie :D... May I can make that split naked π§ π€£
sweet Sunday kisses :)) and wish you cozy day.
can you already feel autumn coming? nights in my bed are getting really cold recently. missing arms to snuggle in and heat my body by some another-human-body-in-my-bed heating system :D
I call this one SPD = split personality disorder
recently I read a book about ''Internal Family Systems Model'' which view the mind as made up of relatively discrete subpersonalities, each with its own unique viewpoint and qualities. ... so if you are noticing that there is more voices within you (and i am sure that there are, and often conflicted) i wanna gently push you with pinkie fingertip to go and study and explore and feel yourself more.
over year ago i naturally started with kind of selfparenting. taking care of parts of myself who were in past hurt, used, unloved, abandoned,... or whatever else which made some wounds i carry till now. wounds which are negatively affecting my present wellbeing. ... i fully realised that i cant expect being hold and saved by someone from outside. so i started to seek those holding loving arms within me. so i became mother, lover and friend to myself. such a great gift to find nourishment within myself.
it is getting long. :D gonna stop. now. ...and wish you peace and warmth in hearth <3
Beeb
Saturday I am in Love
(this suppose to be reference on my favourite band :D -The Cure)
I had recently friends coming in evening. we get somehow in conversation to my super wiggly butt :D ...the stone house I am living in is very dark place and it had really spooky light. so I asked one of my friends to take slow-motion video of my bum while I am slapping it... ahh.
if you are curious to see more. there is whole video in your DM of those slo-mo ripples
hide and seek
rich day behind me.
I cooked jasmani rice with love.
I took a lesson of driving car and did not freak out.
I felt very present with myself as I didn't for a while.
I have a old old trauma and fear of cooking. I have pattern in mind which is telling me I am a bad cook and that I can't cook (result of dad's criticism). This believe is taking away from me all joy and art of this area of human experience. β¦ So I am learning to be more present and loving with my food. And from that heart space food is again becoming an art. And I am it's creator and appreciator.
I have driving licence for 10 years, but I never really drive since got it. I was f0rced to make my licence even I didn't want to. I cried a lot when I was attending lessons during highschool. And my best rides were when I was slightly dru*k (β¦upsie.) β¦ So now, after ten years, I bought a car from my dearest friend (@sadie.love) and start to learn how to drive again. To become bit more adult and self-sufficient. (As I am living in an area where public transport doesn't really exist). To get some freedom in movement. The fact I am finally making steps to become a driver made me cried in happiness today.
I love myself.
I am learning about love.
I love you
Hope you are having present day <3
I am embracing a mover archetype these days!
moving to a new room and preparing house for upcoming reconstruction
that means carrying heavy furniture around and cleaning up while eating all that aged dust.
so enjoy my working outfit and my breasts covered in dust :D
and if you swipe through photos = i found cute pussy leek while preparing food! nature is so playful in her patterns :D