๐๐ฉท your dorky lil admirer ๐ฉท๐ ~ part 3
in case it went under the radar i posted a new ppv on Monday and I think its my best one yet! several people have told me so, so i really hope you like it too!
ive been struggling to make ends meet recently so ive been trying to think of new and fun ways to spice things up a bit and one of my ideas is to start doing fansly streams where i play games in lewd outfits or with my tiddies out.. i haven't normally been comfy showing my chest in the past but I'm getting more used to it and my rules are that I won't be touching myself sexually on these streams they are more just a chill stream where we vibe and im just topless yknow? i don't think ill charge that much for an entry fee.. maybe like 15 dollars? im getting a new Webcam to replace my broken one tomorrow so maybe ill try for one of these streams this weekend or next week.. ๐
anyhoozle that's enough "promo" out of me, sending yalls so much love and good thoughts in hopes you have a wonderful rest of your day!!
โโก lil naughty neighbor girl โกโ ~ PPV ~
โ 5 BJ vids with moaning + 3 roleplay vids โ
im really happy with how this PPV turned out! it's a little bit of a different scenario than im used to roleplaying but i think you guys will like it.. let's just say i reeeeeally want to see something... ๐
~โกโโโขยฐ ๊ฐแ Details เป๊ฑ ยฐโขโโโก~
๊ฐแ โก 3 vids of silly lewd roleplay โก
๊ฐแ โ 5 BJ videos with audio โ
๊ฐแ ๐ฆน bonus still frames ๐ฆน
๊ฐแโ available for 50 USD โเป๊ฑ
sending so much love and good thoughts! hope that the rest of your week treats you well!! ๐ฅน๐
๐๐ฉท your dorky lil admirer ๐ฉท๐ ~ part 2
ive been super busy lately but im so happy that im back into making my shoots again! i even got one done today that has a super nice ppv that i can't wait to edit and show you guys!
ive been having some troubles getting my medication the past couple days but we finally got it all figured out today. since i was already out late getting my meds i stopped in the pub for a couple drinks and just kinda chilled in the back. it was nice. it's very rare that i drink but it's nice when i do.
a game from my childhood got remastered recently and it's been so nice to get cozy to when im trying to turn my brain off. โบ๏ธ
sending all my goof thoughts and all my positive vibes!! ๐ฅบ๐
๐๐ฉท your dorky lil admirer ๐ฉท๐ ~ part 1
things have been going a bit better for me recently, ive also been making alot more art too which is nice. im working on a super big art commission atm that takes alot of my time and energy but it's worth it to see the results!
im really really happy with how this shoot turned out! don't worry the braces are fake! but because of that i can choose to wear them in shoots in the future.
Christmas is coming up fast and i want to get my family some gifts so i reopened sale of my big limited sale ppv and ill be posting another smaller PPV soon so if you have any spare funds this holiday and it won't put you out then im really grateful for all donations. the little boy i always go to visit asked me for a remote control car this year so i want to find him a really nice one. ๐
sending you guys so much love and all my good vibes! you are all wonderful people and im lucky to have yalls here with me <3
๐๐ฉท your dorky admirer ๐ฉท๐ ~โ PPV โ~
[6 vids and some pics of silly scenarios]
here is some silly videos of me being a geek. i don't usually do videos with audio so im not very good at talking on the spot but i hope yalls still like them! it also includes a teensy video of me sucking on my dildy too! im making this ppv cheap because it's more just a silly cute thing. ๐
recently ive been doing a little better, been creating more art. got my disability papers signed but it cost me alot of money and now i can't afford groceries for this month because fansly has my bank on hold ๐ญ
sending so much love and all my good thoughts! ๐ฅน๐
๐ฆ bite sized succubus ๐ฆ ~โ pt 3
โโง .โข :โ ๏ฝก .ยฐ โง โข:โ END โ :โข โง ยฐ. ๏ฝก โ: โข. โงโ
home from my trip now and just trying to process everything that's happened. Halloween went great, my nephew was very happy and i had fun too. Friday is an important day for me so im excited because my disability papers will finally be signed! sucks tho that they want me to pay them almost 200 dollars.. i dont really make alot of money and the reason im trying to get my disability papers signed is so that i can have an income other than this website again. moving here messed with my disability so i haven't been able to get things to work here until now. i appreciate everything you guys give me, its what buys my groceries every week but it's unfortunately not enough for rent in my country. since I'm disabled and unable to work another job this is what I do outside of my disability income, but like i said moving here changed things unfortunately.
ill figure things out, i always do.. but yeah it's a good thing that's happening it just will cost alot.
sending my love and good thoughts! ๐ฅบ๐
๐ฆ bite sized succubus ๐ฆ ~โ pt 2
still struggling but choosing to shine bright for you guys. Halloween is tomorrow and im happy to say I made my nephew his dream costume. I came to visit and help out with halloween, it's been nice focusing on another little ball of energy that's shining brightly. it makes me feel better to make people smile so that's why I'm pushing myself to still post.
love you guys lotsa and happy Halloween!! sending all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!!
๐ฆ bite sized succubus ๐ฆ ~โ pt 1
i really hope you like this Halloween shoot, i worked very hard on it and i think it turned out cute!
im gonna be a bit sparse in the replies for the next while as im grieving the loss of my grandfather who was a big part of my life. more of a father figure to me than my own dad. he is technically still alive but he will be passing soon. i said my good byes to him and since then have just been trying to process it all.. i don't have much to say and i don't really know how to feel atm so im sorry if i come off weird or distant, please have patience with me. i was already so exhausted from last week..
i hope your week treats you better and that this weekend can bring you some much deserved rest. ๐ฅบ๐
๐ฆ bite sized succubus ๐ฆ ~โ PPV โ~
[12 videos of teases and silly scenarios]
people have been asking for more videos with my voice and some want more scenario videos, so here is a bundle of me being your silly lil succubus. these videos arent really explicit more just teasy so the price will be a bit cheaper. ๐
~โกโโโขยฐ ๊ฐแ Details เป๊ฑ ยฐโขโโโก~
๊ฐแ โก 7 videos of silly scenes โก
๊ฐแ โ 2 lewd tease videos โ
๊ฐแ โ outfit show off and tease โ
๊ฐแ ๐ฆน bonus double take ๐ฆน
๊ฐแโ available for 12 USD โเป๊ฑ
๐ผ๐ท cute lil cuddle muffin ๐ชป๐ธ ~ pt 3
๊ฐแโโง .โข :โ .ยฐ โง โข:โ END โ :โข โง ยฐ. โ: โข. โงโ เป๊ฑ
aaah i just noticed now that last week's post had the words from the post before and not the words i properly wrote up, so i went and fixed that now, better late than never? i can be so silly ๐คญ
ive received some good news that has made me feel more secure fir my future. ive been really stressed but now im starting to relax again. my medical records weren't showing up here so i couldn't prove my disability since my condition is rare and requires a rare doctor it would take too much time to get rediagnosed. i tracked down all my medical records from my previous province and they say my diagnosis so my new doctor will finally have the proof he needs. it took a long time to get here but im happy to finally have the files.
yesterday i did a really hot Halloween shoot that im excited to edit and show to you guys! some previews have been posted to my Twitter... also a new ppv bundle coming?
sending much love and good thoughts!!
๐ผ๐ท cute lil cuddle muffin ๐ชป๐ธ ~ pt 2
I went to the doctors yesterday and the trip home was insane. ill spare you all the nitty gritty details but i was creeped on by a sketchy guy, my bus broke down, the next bus i caught took me in the wrong direction and the final bus i got on had no seating. i was also traumatized in the subway but ill keep that to myself. overall it was exhausting and im still recovering. very sore and tired but im no longer feeling sick!
im a little stressed about money atm because having to reapply for my disability is taking too long.. but im doing my best. Just hopefully i won't be homeless again in a couple months. it's a race against the clock for me atm and im at the mercy of public health care and the government and how long they take for everything. long story short im really grateful to have your guys support especially rn when money is so tight. i plan to make a new ppv soon but being sick really kept me behind.
other than that im sending you all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes! i hope you have a great weekend full of rest and relaxation!!!
๐ผ๐ท cute lil cuddle muffin ๐ชป๐ธ ~ pt 1
another week of being sick but atleast im still improving every day, just very slowly. i did a bunch of blood tests and stuff this week so i booked another appointment with my doctor so we can discuss those results. im mostly feeling better just tend to feel rougher in the mornings.
some things are going on with my family that has me a little stressed atm but hopefully things will be more clear next week and that things will work out for them. it's really weighing on my mind but ill know more throughout the week.
ive been drawing again more recently now that im feeling a little better. ive created a new character that im loving drawing named Aurora. if you follow my art twitter then you've probably seen her quite a bit the last couple days. i can't wait to commission another artist to paint her. she's just so pretty. ๐ฅบ๐
sending my good thoughts and positive vibes because i love yalls and want to bring you even a lil bit of a smile. โบ๏ธ
๊ฐแ๐ dreamy angel dust ๐เป๊ฑ ~ pt 3
~โโกร~โโก END โกโ~รโกโ~
aaaaaah im so so sorry i haven't been able to post here in a while! ive been so terribly sick for so long and i kept thinking i was getting better only to get worse.. i was in the ER last weekend and just at the do tors again today and unfortunately im still sick. going for some blood tests next week and then back to see my doctor again. it turns out the antibiotics i was prescribed were making me sicker and slowing my healing process because what i was sick with was viral, not bacterial. im finally healing better now that im off the antibiotics but im still so sick it really sucks..
unfortunately up until today i haven't had the energy to edit the photos from the shoots i did before i got sick but hopefully you still think they are cute! ๐ฅบ๐๐
sending lots of love and as much positivity i can radiate! tho i might need a lil energy back for my healing.. happy weekend atleast!!
๐โจ๏ธ NEW PPV BUNDLE โจ๏ธ
๐ธ๐ชป Lust Filled Lilac ๐ชป๐ธ
โ 7 boob job vids โ
+ a couple bonus pics โก
due to it being something i don't always feel comfy sharing, it will be limited time only.
this set i was originally too shy to share, but ive worked up enough courage now.. so i hope you like what you see... ๐ซฃ
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unfortunately im really sick atm so i apologize for any delays in my responses, im really suffering..
sending all i can muster of my love and positive energies! ๐ฅบ๐
๊ฐแ๐ dreamy angel dust ๐เป๊ฑ ~ pt 2
went to my doctors today and got pretty much nothing but good news and progress towards better health care for me. for the past 4 years i haven't had a family doctor or any proper care at all, so this is really great for me to finally have one and him to be so helpful!!
getting to my doctors is a super long bus that often picks up alot of passengers so it stresses me out a bit to travel to, but im getting braver and more used to the city and the public so things will hopefully become more tolerable over time.
im really proud of myself and how far ive come. all the work ive been putting in for the past 2 years towards this move has finally paid off. ive made my dreams come true it feels unreal. thankyou to everyone who has helped me make it this far, you guys are the sweetest! ๐ญ๐
sending all my love and all my good thoughts in hopes that you have a wonderful weekend full of relaxation and rest!!! ๐๐๐
๊ฐแ๐ dreamy angel dust ๐เป๊ฑ ~ pt 1
im back cuties!! my first shoot went super well in my new room but ive decorated my room even more since then so im excited to show you guys how it looks in the next shoot i do.
i have a family doctor now! and im going for my first physical in 4 years this Friday. it's so nice to not have to worry so much about my health. he seems like a good guy too.
my new place is almost set up, just need a few more pieces of furniture, but i can't wait to show you more when im able to!!
sending you so much love and all my positive vibes!!! ik we can make it through this week, we got this!!
im settling in well in my new place! Just moved properly in on the 15th and have been setting up since! i don't have any new content yet, but tomorrow i get to finally start working on stuff again. idk what i will wear for tomorrows shoot but im excited to show off my new place in it as well!! โบ๏ธ
here are some selfies and a pic of my new bed! more pics of my room to come when ive added the rest of the details! ๐
i went to the doctors yesterday and it was a scary trip because i had to take a long bus ride deeper into the city. ive never walked around in a big city by myself so i was really anxious but the doctors appointment went well! i have a new family doctor!!! im so happy because for the past 4 years if living at my old place i was on a waitlist and never got to see a proper doctor at all. it seems like this doctor actually cares too and wants to get a few things checked out with me. sending yalls much love and good thoughts and i can't wait to do another shoot for you again!!
๐๐ sweet lil sugar crush ๐ญ
over the past 5 days ive been working on a big project.. ive been creating my very own vtuber avatar from scratch! all myself, art, cutting, rigging, and more. it's been so exhausting and such a grueling process, but it's so worth it to see my art come to life! on top of that i also am setting some other things up so i can stream better when i fully move downstairs on the 15th. only problem is that my Webcam seems to be going.. eh ill figure it out. money has been pretty tight but i expect this much this early in my settling in. hoping ill be able to afford things better soon. thankyou to all the kind people who have helped send support and donations, it's what is keeping me going and for that im always grateful.
this is the last shoot from my old place, after this any new shoots will be done in my new room.. i may still post some older content that's never been seen between now and then but otherwise i hope you guys will like my new room when it's set up!.... well it won't be perfectly set up right away but yknow what i mean hehe
sending yalls so much love and good thoughts! i hope you have a wonderful rest of your week and that you can make have a relaxing weekend to end it off with!
๐ sweet lil slumber party ๐
here is a mini shoot i did with one of my friends last year. she was going to post it on her page but she never got it started and won't be coming back to it any time soon. since she won't be posting it i thought i might as well do so on my page. [with her permission ofc]
it was really fun dolling her up in my pajamas and taking the cute pics together. none of them are explicit sorry, but thats why these will be free for followers. that way everyone can see us being cute together!
my moving downstairs was delayed until the 15th so that's a bit of a bummer but otherwise im in positive spirits!
sending so much love and positive vibes! this week is almost over!!
๐๐ ๐ฎ chubby lil gamer gf ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ง ~ pt 3
โ ๊ฐแโ~โก END โก~โเป๊ฑ โ
im so very glad you guys liked this set so much. it really means alot!
since im about to move downstairs properly unto my new place next week, im hoping to save some more money to help me settle. i decided to leave the sale of my recent ppv open for a little bit longer so more people have the chance to purchase it.
thankyou guys so much for your continued support, im sending all my love and all my positive vibes!!! ๐ฅน๐
๐๐ ๐ฎ chubby lil gamer gf ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ง ~ pt 2
today was so exhausting! i had quite the adventure in the hot hot sun. im new to the bus routes and busses in general so i ended up getting confused and missing my bus. thankfully a very kind person gave me an emergency ride. i was mainly out to get a new health card registered and then went to watch inside out 2 in the theater across the way. it was sooooo hot, tho walking between that i had to make 2 stops. one in a toy store [may have splurged on myself and got myself a cinnamoroll plushie] and the other stop was into a pub to get a frozen margarita and cool off. after my drink the movie was almost ready so i played in the arcade for a bit and got some snacks. the movie was SOOOO good. i relly enjoyed it and it even made me cry, but what doesn't? i missed the bus again on the way home and had to wait in the hot sun for 20 minutes. i was about to faint when the bus finally arrived and im grateful that they had all the windows open and fans on hahaha
after all this, im looking forward to a nice weekend. sending you guys so much love in hopes you have a nice relaxing weekend as well!!
๐๐ ๐ฎ chubby lil gamer gf ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ง ~ pt 1
finally back to posting now that things are settling in well. i hope yalls didn't miss me too much! as a treat for your long wait i have a set that im sure you will really like!!
this shoot was inspired by a drawing i really liked and was credited over on twitter where it's easier to do so. ive taken some creative liberties and the pictures that most resemble the art arent finished being edited but i hope you will still like these.
also this is a shoot that was done before my move so it features my old room.
sending yalls all my good thoughts and all my positive vibes!! hoping this summer isnt too hot for you and that you're able to get lots of rest and keep cool!!
๐๐ผ sweet lil care-alot ๐ธ ~ pt 3 โ END โ
i made it! the move went mostly smoothly and im now settled into my temporary place! for a month im upstairs and then i move downstairs and get to really settle in and set my bedroom up!
this place is so beautiful and perfect, and ive been so happy here so far! ive left the house every day walking and getting myself things for my new place. but im okay to do so because the stores i need are all in walking distance! it's so nice because im finally exercising and im really stretching my wings. it feels nice to be so free!!! ๐ฅน๐
sending all my love and positive energy!!
๐๐ผ sweet lil care-alot ๐ธ ~ pt 2
im so very exhausted! ive been working so hard especially these past couple days really pushing myself. thing is, sometimes you just have to get stuff done, and so that's what im doing. almost all done now tho just a little bit further!! ill be in my new place on the 1st!
next week ill be taking off and through my move ill be on and off dms but if you need anything important ill try to get back to you asap.
anyhoozles i luvz ya and im sending you all my good thoughts! wish me luck!! ๐ฅน๐
๐๐ผ sweet lil care-alot ๐ธ ~ pt 1
ugh yesterday was so embarrassing.. i got all dolled up and cute for this shoot and was really happy with how my outfit had turned out until my Grammy arrived out of nowhere. [nobody told me we had company yesterday] she looked at me like i was a freak and said "what's with all of that?" gesturing at me. i said "it's me! its what makes me happy to wear." she continues by saying "well i just dont get it, especially the whole bandaid thing. you're not injured." i tried explaining it's my style, and that yes i do dress up like this for stream but really it's just something that makes me happy. i reminded her that ive always liked to dress up and she agreed on that. it seemed like i might have been getting through to her until my mom called me over and told me to dig my dead joints out of the ash tray. mind you im all dolled up and didn't want to get dirty but i listened, even though i was so embarrassed.. idk why my mom always has to humiliate me especially since she acted like im the only one who smokes joints here and in fact i smoke waaaay less than them so it's just silly.
today my Grammy saw me come out of my room just in my pajamas and do you know what she said? im like sluggish, messy ponytail, in pajamas and she says "i like this you much better." thanks Grammy.
and tomorrow is my mom's wedding which im already stressed for, but please wish me luck! i hope not to make a complete fool of myself. sending you guys much love in hopes your weekend is more peaceful than mine.
โ๏ธ Lil Summer Sunshine โ๏ธ ~ pt 5 [ END ]
today was so exhausting!! i went on an adventure to get some errands done and it was sooooooooooooo hot out aaaaaaaa!
but i made it home safely and with me i have the supplies i need to continue to pack the rest of my stuff.. aaaaaaand a new plushie for my collection because ofc i need more stuff to shove into the trailer when i move. ๐คฃ to be fair to myself it's my first treat in a while. all my money has been going towards this move and food to eat. ๐ญ
thankyou so much! i really can't thank you guys enough for all the love and support you have been showing me especially on my latest ppv. because so many of you chipped in i can actually afford an even better bed! im so excited to test out some when i move. i plan to hit a mattress store and really find the perfect one for my back. with how terrible my back and legs are due to my disability i especially need a good bed.
thankyou and sending you so much love with many good thoughts your way!
โ๏ธ Lil Summer Sunshine โ๏ธ ~ pt 4
you guys are really the absolute sweetest. all the love that's been shown for my latest ppv has really warmed my heart. it may not seem like it because im posting pictures online, but im actually very shy and insecure about alot of things including my body. it's not often im feeling comfortable enough to show off my certain features but im glad that everyone has liked what they got to see. it's also so great because i can afford to get myself a new mattress to replace the broken one im sleeping on!
this move is coming up so quickly and im so excited but also so nervous. with you guys and my friends supporting me, ik that i can get through this. ik that i will come out the other side a much healthier happier person. Just takes time and hard work and then ill be there.
sending you guys so much of my love and all my positive vibes. i hope this weekend is full of rest and recuperation! ๐ฅบ๐
๊ฐแ rinnes extra special love bundle เป๊ฑ
~โโกโ [ heavily requested ] โโกโ~
!! NEW PPV BUNDLE !!
actually shows my full chest!!
groping, squeezing, jiggling and bouncing
for newcomers and those who have missed out in the past, now is finally your chance to see my bare chest! ik im usually too shy to share that side of me unless it's a rare occasion, but for a limited time this PPV will now be available! get in while you can because the offer will only be running for a month. ๐
sending you guys so much love!!! i apreciate everyone's support and kind words and im happy to finally give you what alot of yalls have been waiting for! โบ๏ธ
โ๏ธ Lil Summer Sunshine โ๏ธ ~ pt 3
today i was super productive but i ended up burning out so i don't have alot of energy left to write up this post, but i love you all very much and thankyou everyone who came to yesterday's twitch stream, i appreciate you all!! ๐ฅบ๐